Hey everybody. I am really confused at the moment. I have a boyfriend. I've been dating him for 3 months. I am going to be completely honest on here, so you can go ahead and think of me how u want, but this is just how it all happened.

Well i met him at a football game where his team played my school's team. I know a guy who used to go to my school, but goes to my bf's school now, so after the game, i called his cell to congratulate him on his team and a couple of guys wanted my # so i gave it to one of them. He called me that night later on and after we talked for only about 15-20 minutes, he asked me out. Well i said yes. So we've had like a phone-relationship type thing going on, bc i havent met him in person 'cept once. So anyways, the problem is that i like him a lot. He hasnt called me in 3 days, and he was at some party at somebodys
house last time i talked to him. That scares me. I think he might be meeting my friend, but i dont know. I think i should break up with him because i know that our relationship isn't going anywhere and i'm only holding him down, and i am such a jealous person when i like someone alot. I think i should, but I don't want him to start dating my friend. Partly bc i still have feelings for him, partly bc i am so jealous, and partly bc i know she'll hurt him bc i can guaruntee she'll cheat on him. She's cheated on every one of her last 5 boyfriends and it's terrible. i am so confused. Does anyone have any advice for me?????? HELP!!!! Pleez

Hey you all who are still comin 2 my blog! i miss y'all so much but i am super busy about 9 of the 12 months of the year. i promise to post every day (or close to it) this summer. i miss y'all so so so much!!!!

Well anyways, i know that some less fortunate aren't as pleased as me this Christmas. I know that i am so lucky to be who i am. I wish that everyone had the fortune of being thrilled at Christmas. I am so lucky. I know that, and i am not gonna list everything that i got this year, but just some of the stuff i LOVE!!!!!!! i love everything i got, but i'm jus gonna list some stuff i ABSOLUTELY LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!

1) An ipod nano (yes!!!)
2) A Yamaha keyboard (it rocks!)
3) A new camera (finally! so awesome)
4) A satellite hook-up thingamajig for my room in the new house we're gettin (basically my own satellite. YES!!)
&
5) Happy Bunny stuff (a lot of it, i luv Happy Bunny!)

I am so blessed, not only bc of the stuff i got, but that i wasnt going hungry or without food or all alone on Christmas. I am so blessed and i hope that you all had a wonderful holiday experience too!

hugs and kisses,
-J

Hey y'all. I haven't really posted in a while. i've been talkin to some of y'all, well there is one guy on here i've been pm-ing alot. He's so cool. You should visit his blog, it's at jebusrox.blogstream.com

He is really cool. Most ppl on here are, though. I am so bored right now it ain't even funny. I keep getting these weird e-mails from people in africa. one of them i got today and the woman has 10.5 million dollars that she wants to invest in america bc the people who killed her parents, are after her for her money and all this junk and if i keep it and don't let the authorities get to it, i get 10% of it, lol. That is not nearly the weirdest one i've gotten but they are all kinda funny to me. Well i am gonna go check into some other blogs i reckon cause i don't really have much else to write about. TTYL!

hugs and kisses,
-Lady J

Happy Thanksgiving everyone! i hope all of you are doing good and eating well. I couldn't make up my mind on what to post so i am going to make a list of 15 things i am thankful for. Well, here goes:

1. My family(online and in real life(not that y'all aren't real))

2. My knowledge

3. My blessings

4. My health

5. My material items

6. My friends

7. That i am blessed

8. That i am able to know the Lord Jesus

9. My salvation

10. All of my blessings in general.

I hope that all of you have a list, whether it's written or not, of things to be thankful for. Mine is in no paricular order, really but again, i hope you all have happy holidays.

hugs and kisses,
-J