love is so freakin confusin sometimes!!! i mean seriously, u can't choose who u love, even if u know u shouldn't, and i mean that can be dangerous!!!!!(lol)!!!! i hate when i luv sum1 i shouldn't but i can't help it bc as much as i wanna not luv them i can't help it! it sux. but then, if u luv sum1 and they love u back, for the time being, that is one of the most awesome-est feelings in the world, it just doesn't come often enough.Gosh! why does it have 2 b so confusin!??! one minute i'm like over someone, and the next i'll be like and then all blank faced and and stuff. i hate it, but i luv it. I've heard some things lately about sex too. Do y'all think that luv has be there for sex? bc i've heard that sex and luv are not connected at all. i mean when i lost mine, i wasn't in luv but i was too young, and i want my next time to be special and stuff. for all of y'all who care to say, was y'alls 1st time w/ luv or not or does it matter or what do y'all think.i gotta go and PLZ comment!

hugs and kisses,
-Lady J

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMERICA!!!

Happy Fourth of July everyone! hope yours is great, have bunches of fun! and tell me how yours is.

lotsa luv,
-Lady J

It’s my turn now to walk out the door
And leave u here to cry
It’s my turn now to leave u with nothin to live for
Lying there wanting to die

It’s my turn not to care
What happens to u
It’s my turn not to dare
To even look back at you

Leaving you behind
Without thinking once more,
Losing your mind,
Feeling torn

I’m leaving you now
To face what u’ve done
Take a cold shower
I’ve got to run

You did it to me,
But I was to dumb
That I couldn’t see
You left my heart numb

Now face the truth,
This is all your fault
Thanks to u I grew out of my youth
Every lie that u told, I bought

That’s ok,
Now I understand,
And you might someday,
As long as u come out of your fantasy land

-Lady J

Hey everybody!! how are ya? good hopefully!! just so everyone knows, this isn't all about my bi-sexuality. it's mostly about my life in general, although, that is a major part of my life. i mean it even confuses me sometimes bc one minute i like a guy and then he leaves and i like a girl. if there's anyone out there who's bi-, and has some advice for a girl who's secretly bi- too, please do tell!! i need all the help i can get, i don't know what to do or who to tell or if i should tell or how to hide it or anything. i've always thought i was bc when i was little, i had a crush on my best friend(a girl) and i liked boys too, i just didn't know the word for it yet. Do any of y'all watch South of Nowhere? that show is awesome. it's real. i mean the plot line of it is real.

So anyway, i saw an old friend recently and i was like!!!!! He looked so grown up, so special, so ......... i don't know but i've never felt that way about him except once and it didn't work out to say the least. he's gone to a camp right now, but we've been been talking to each other recently and i realized how much i missed talking to him. i can't wait until he comes back from camp. i might ask him to go to the movies or something, so i can see him again. of course i won't tell him that's why i asked him. MMMMMMMM...... this "kool-aid" is sooooooo good!! well i have to go now, but please leave comments and any advice you might have.

-Lady J

hey everyone, i'm Lady J and i'm new to this whole blogstream thing.I'm 14, short, brunette with a little blonde, and i am very smart. i am bi-sexual. nobody knows this yet and i'm not sure if i want anyone to know anyway. i've dated a lot of guys and 2 girls in the past. i'm currently single, and personally i like being single bc u can flirt and have more fun that way. well i encourage everyone to leave commments, and i've gotta go now. bye!

-Lady J